Contrariwise

Rise and shi-… Ok, well at least rise…

I am usually a passable morning person. Im not the sort of bouncy perky early worm that insights murderous tendencies in others, nor am I an angry grumbler. I just… Am. I wake up, I go about what it is I need to do, I sip a caffeinated beverage at some point, I persevere.

Today’s transition from sleeping to waking has been a bit… Well, bumpier.

I will not make excuses for myself however. I know why this morning has passed by half-hazy with fatigue: I smoked too many cigarettes last night in a ‘last hoorah’ fit before this months quitting expedition. I stayed up nearly till sunrise talking with dear friends and fell asleep in my shorts and a sweatshirt. I woke up drenched in sweat, the shades still drawn back from the night before.

Today started with coughing, snuffling and sore joints.

It can only improve from here.

  1. benevolent-sun reblogged this from schizmo and added:
    This is my day, every single day. I’m sick of feeling this way.
  2. schizmo reblogged this from zeldawilliams and added:
    feel like she and...are on the same wavelength, because every time she posts something it...
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